vena amoris Lyrics – Scrim

“Vena Amoris” Lyrics by Scrim is a new english song by Scrim, released on Scrim’s official YouTube channel. Written by Scott Arceneaux Jr. and produced by Budd Dwyer, Dynox, and Caymus, the track is part of the album Via Crucis, which was released on April 18, 2025. The song presents a raw, introspective look at Scrim’s inner struggles and his experience with fame, pain, and the constant battle with inner demons, delivering an emotionally charged and somber listening experience.

The song delves into Scrim’s personal journey, marked by conflicting emotions and the heavy toll of his experiences. In the lyrics, he grapples with feelings of isolation, betrayal, and loss, contrasting the glamour of success with the loneliness it often brings. The song also addresses his complex relationships, self-doubt, and the emotional toll of his past, showcasing his search for peace amidst chaos and the pressure of constantly being under scrutiny.

vena amoris Details

vena amoris Lyrics

[Intro]
(You did good, $lick)
(It’s a Smash!)
(Lonely Boy)
(Turn me up)

[Verse 1]
Frying all my nerves, I’ve been on the edge
They fly around me like birds, all they want is bread
They smiling all in my face, but wish that I was dead
Just signed the deal of my life, can’t even tell my fam
Say the love the same, then say my name in vain
My lil bro love to say that I didn’t earn a thing
Was told the devil beating his wife everytime it rain
And even as a child, I understood that pain
Yeah, hold up, taught to kill them feelings when they creeping up
Yeah, hold up, all I really wanted was to be enough
Momma tripping, daddy sipping, I was sleeping rough
I was taught to go to hell before we peace it up

[Chorus]
What they want? What they want? (What they want?, What they want?)
What they want? What they want? (What they want?, What they want?)
What the fuck we on? Uh-huhhh
What the fuck we on? Uh-huhhh

[Verse 2]
Heard the good die young, must be why I ain’t die yet
Pop these pills start rolling like a hi-hat
Whole gang rich, knowing me is like a life hack
Fight or flight, what you know bout living like that
Yeah on my momma i can’t fuck with them
On my dead homies, I swore that I would touch a M
Too many demons dog I’m tired of confronting them
Got no more love to give, if I’m back up
I’m back up off the grid
Had to go get my mind right, find my peace within
You know it’s lonely at the top, but I guess a wins a win
Hoping these drugs gonna heal my pain, pissing in the wind

[Chorus]
What they want? What they want? (What they want?, What they want?)
What they want? What they want? (What they want?, What they want?)
What the fuck we on? Uh-huhhh
What the fuck we on? Uh-huhhh

vena amoris Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The intro serves as a brief yet powerful setup for the emotional depth of the track, setting a somber tone with phrases like “Lonely Boy” and the request to “Turn me up,” signaling the internal conflict Scrim feels as he embarks on his musical and emotional journey. The mention of “$lick” continues to tie in themes of personal struggle and the pursuit of success.

[Verse 1]
In the first verse, Scrim expresses the mental and emotional toll of fame, revealing how people around him, despite appearing supportive, often harbor ill intentions. He reflects on his personal battles and how his past shaped him, particularly the pain of family conflicts and the feeling of not being understood. The line “Was told the devil beating his wife every time it rain” suggests a cyclical nature of pain and hardship, possibly hinting at the destructive patterns he has witnessed throughout his life. The verse conveys a sense of disillusionment, with Scrim emphasizing his struggle to find genuine love and understanding.

[Chorus]
The chorus emphasizes Scrim’s confusion and frustration, echoing his feelings of being constantly questioned and misunderstood. The repeated phrase “What they want?” highlights the pressure he feels from both external forces and his own inner turmoil, reflecting his growing detachment from the world around him. The lack of clear answers or peace is palpable, underscoring his battle with both external expectations and personal demons.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, Scrim touches on the grim reality of his existence, where even though he hasn’t succumbed to the pressures of his lifestyle, he feels the weight of the world on him. The reference to “Heard the good die young, must be why I ain’t die yet” speaks to his perception of mortality and the overwhelming sensation that survival itself is a battle. He acknowledges his success (“Whole gang rich”) but remains emotionally detached, recognizing the emptiness that often accompanies fame and wealth. The verse also highlights his internal struggle with his demons and his search for peace, signaling his attempt to step back from the chaos and focus on self-healing.

[Chorus]
The repetition of the chorus in the latter half of the song serves to reinforce the feelings of confusion, frustration, and disillusionment that permeate the track. It deepens the sense of isolation that Scrim feels, as he continues to confront the challenges of living in a world that seems to demand more from him than he can give.

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