l’ultima infedeltà Lyrics by Rkomi is a new italian song by Rkomi, released on the official YouTube channel under the label Rkomi. The track is written by Rkomi, Robert Ner, and Riccardo Zangirolami, with production handled by Robert Ner. While no featured artists are listed, the song showcases Rkomi’s introspective and emotionally raw storytelling. Released on May 15, 2025, l’ultima infedeltà delivers a gripping narrative filled with personal reflections and trauma, offering a dark, reflective, and cathartic listening experience.
The song explores themes of childhood trauma, fractured familial bonds, and the emotional burdens of unresolved pain. Rkomi delves into deeply personal territory, revealing moments of violence, abandonment, and disillusionment. Through a series of emotionally intense verses, he confronts memories of domestic abuse, a father’s absence, betrayal by close friends, and his struggles with vulnerability. The lyrics are unflinching and poetic, building a powerful sense of emotional isolation, identity crisis, and the long shadow cast by past wounds. The title, l’ultima infedeltà (“the last betrayal”), encapsulates the song’s central theme: a final, cathartic acknowledgment of the betrayals that shaped him.
l’ultima infedeltà. Details
| Song | l’ultima infedeltà. |
|---|---|
| Artists | Rkomi |
| Written By | Rkomi, Robert Ner & Riccardo Zangirolami |
| Produced By | Robert Ner |
| Label | Rkomi |
| Language | Italian |
| Released Date | May 15, 2025 |
l’ultima infedeltà. Lyrics
[Intro]
Quando al compagno di madre non bastaron le parole
Io avevo nove anni e stavo già imparando a odiare
Lui la spinse contro il tavolo, io spiavo dalla sala
Avrei preso un candelabro solo per spaccargli il cranio
Chiamai mio fratello giusto in tempo prima che ci ricascasse
Credo fosse sotto un treno, pieno di sostanze
Lo dico a pezzi perché è troppo pesante
Questo è l’ultima infedeltà di cui mi carico
[Strofa 1]
Nasco come molti uomini e muoio come uno solo
Mio padre, avevo un anno e se n’è andato
Non so se fosse un romantico, un tossico oppure un buono
Io a quindici anni non so affrontare la droga
Non mi sento un figlio, non mi sento un fratello
Non mi sento un amico, un fidanzato, neanche un rapper
Mi sento lontano dal posto in cui sono nato
Mi sento lontano da quello che piace agli altri
Mi sono detto: “Se vuoi crescere adesso ne parli
O tieni tutto dentro per vederti sanguinare”
Lasciavo fuori la parte migliore, il cuore umano
Il dolore di un figlio che non sa a chi assomigliare
Poi mi perdo per la strada, sparisco da mia madre
Solo per credere a una cosa impossibile
La più grande paura deve diventar la cosa
A cui sei più grato al mondo prima che ti possa uccidere
[Strofa 2]
Un amico scappa inscenando il proprio dolore
Come un fantasma dentro a un vagone
Agitata Milano non è la stessa
Senza un fratello con cui ho condiviso morte
Parlo di quell’amico di cui mi chiedi sempre
Quando mi becchi in giro, se amavi il 2016
Il giorno che mi ha tradito ha tradito anche Calvairate
Non ho visto nemmeno suo figlio nascere
Amico, dove sei? Mi dico: “No, non sei più tu”
Ma tu non sei così, così non sei più tu
Da piccolo sii uomo, fin da piccolo sii uomo
Ragazzino non si calma, non si fida
E sognare sembra funzioni nei film
Non si fida, io ero come te, non mi fido
Di chi sei, chi sarai dopo
[Strofa 3]
Lo sguardo dell’amore, lo sguardo di chi si isola
Con te mentre parliamo, potrebbero anche investirci
Sentirsi vicini pure se non ci tocchiamo
Dici hai bisogni sessuali, ti videochiamo, tocchiamoci
Voglio solo che tu sappia che ascolto anche se non sembra
Mettendomi fin troppo nei panni di quel colpevole
Per questo penso a me, perché vado corretto
La mia vita fino a qualche anno fa non aveva regole
L’amore non mi piace, ma mi pare pace
Prima ti rende forte, poi ti rende fragile
Mio padre se n’è andato e non è stato facile
Per questo non so legarmi e fingo non mi freghi affatto
Dovrei togliere qualcosa dal mio petto
Prima il cuore, dopo il sangue, poi le vertebre
So che non legarsi è da uomini piccoli
Bisturi, voglio offrirti un taglio alle cose stupide
l’ultima infedeltà. Lyrics Meaning
[Intro]
The introduction sets a haunting and violent tone as Rkomi recounts witnessing his mother being abused by her partner when he was just nine years old. The trauma of that event—his helplessness, his instinct to retaliate, and the fear of repetition—still lingers. Calling his brother amidst the chaos becomes a symbolic act of survival, even as his brother is caught in his own spiral. The fragmented way Rkomi tells the story reflects how trauma distorts memory and weighs on the psyche. This moment becomes the foundation of the “ultima infedeltà,” the ultimate betrayal that continues to haunt him.
[Strofa 1]
In the first verse, Rkomi paints a bleak portrait of his early life. He was abandoned by his father at a young age and grew up without clear role models. His identity feels fractured—he doesn’t feel like a son, brother, partner, or even a rapper. Alienated from his roots and the world around him, he reveals a young man struggling to process grief and addiction without support. The idea of “growing up” becomes both a challenge and a necessity. He portrays emotional repression as dangerous, equating silence with self-destruction. The verse is a desperate effort to find meaning amid pain, with the hope that confronting fear will transform it into gratitude before it becomes fatal.
[Strofa 2]
This verse focuses on a specific friend who betrayed him—an emotional loss intertwined with the memory of a vibrant past, possibly referring to the artist’s formative years around 2016. The betrayal not only ends a friendship but symbolizes the collapse of a shared identity and cultural moment. The absence is so profound that Rkomi hasn’t even met the friend’s child, underscoring the depth of their estrangement. He wrestles with disbelief and denial, unable to reconcile the person his friend has become. This section also emphasizes generational pain, where young men are forced to act like adults too early, unable to trust others or their own emotions.
[Strofa 3]
In the final verse, Rkomi shifts to a more intimate, relational tone, describing emotional distance even within physical closeness. The contrast between vulnerability and detachment is stark—he wants to be heard and understood, yet keeps others at arm’s length. He reflects on past recklessness and his current desire for self-correction, but love remains elusive and paradoxical, both strengthening and weakening him. The abandonment by his father continues to define his inability to form deep attachments. The closing lines are especially visceral, suggesting he must excise emotional pain as if it’s physical, with a “bisturi” (scalpel), cutting away the foolish illusions and defense mechanisms that prevent healing.
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Rkomi released "l’ultima infedeltà." song on May 15, 2025.
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