if i had a gun Lyrics – EKKSTACY

if i had a gun Lyrics by EKKSTACY is a new english song by EKKSTACY. The song is released on EKKSTACY’s official YouTube channel, written by EKKSTACY, Andrew Wells, and Lexcstacy, produced by Andrew Wells, and from the album FOREVER, offering listeners a haunting, introspective experience rooted in raw emotion and grunge-inspired melancholy.

The song delves into the psyche of someone spiraling through despair, emotional numbness, and unresolved heartbreak. EKKSTACY’s lyrics are steeped in self-doubt, suicidal ideation, and the weight of emotional trauma. Through minimalistic yet piercing phrases, he reflects on lost connection, inner chaos, and the inability to move on from pain. The mood is somber and vulnerable, creating a soundscape where isolation, regret, and fading hope are laid bare without filter or apology.

if i had a gun Details

Song	if i had a gun
Album	FOREVER
Artists	EKKSTACY
Written By	EKKSTACY, Andrew Wells & Lexcstacy
Produced By	Andrew Wells
Label	EKKSTACY
Language	English
Released Date	May 16, 2025

if i had a gun Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Hand in my hands again
I sit around, I sit around wondering
I’m out of time, I’m out of time in my head
I’m out of time, I’m out of time in my head
If I had a gun, if I had a gun, I’d use it
I’m not enough, I’m not enough, I’m used to it

[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

[Verse 2]
We’ll never dance again
I wanna cry, I wanna cry in your hands
I’d never lie, I’d never lie, I could die
I’m not coming home, coming home, you weren’t
I’m stuck on what you said
Can’t forget what you did
You missed me, you shouldn’t
You missed me, you shouldn’t

[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

if i had a gun Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
EKKSTACY opens the song in a state of mental paralysis, holding his head in his hands, repeating thoughts that reflect emotional exhaustion and disorientation. The line about having a gun is not literal, but a cry for help—illustrating the intensity of his hopelessness. Admitting that he feels “not enough” shows a deep-rooted self-loathing, which he seems to have come to accept. The repetition drives home how stuck he feels in these painful patterns, unable to escape them mentally.

[Chorus]
The chorus is wordless but filled with emotional weight. The drawn-out “ooh” vocals serve as a sonic exhale, expressing what words cannot. It gives space for the listener to feel the heaviness of the previous verse, functioning as a reflective pause amidst the emotional chaos.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, EKKSTACY mourns the end of a relationship, using finality in statements like “We’ll never dance again” and “I’m not coming home.” These lines reveal a longing for connection and a resignation to its permanent loss. He revisits past wounds—words spoken, actions taken—and battles between wanting to be missed and believing he doesn’t deserve to be. The conflicting emotions underline a painful detachment, yet an inability to let go of the person who hurt him.

[Chorus]
The return of the chorus reinforces the emotional gravity of the previous verse. Again, the wordless melodies act as an emotional echo chamber—lonely, mournful, and unresolved—allowing the listener to sit in the pain along with him.

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