Self-Inflicted Lyrics by $UICIDEBOY$ is a new english song by the duo $UICIDEBOY$, released on the $uicideboy$ official YouTube channel. Written by Scott Arceneaux Jr. and Aristos Petrou, and produced by Budd Dwyer, the track delivers a dark, intense auditory experience typical of the group’s underground rap aesthetic. Though not associated with a formal album at release, “Self-Inflicted” continues $UICIDEBOY$’s tradition of blending raw emotion with aggressive beats, providing fans with a brutally honest glimpse into their psyche.
The song explores themes of self-destruction, mental anguish, and rebellion against societal norms. With visceral storytelling and provocative imagery, $UICIDEBOY$ convey their internal struggles and disillusionment through unfiltered verses. Ruby Da Cherry and Scrim confront issues such as suicidal ideation, drug dependency, alienation, and fame-induced detachment. Their delivery is emotionally charged, reflecting a turbulent mental state while maintaining a tone of defiance and autonomy. “Self-Inflicted” serves as a window into the artists’ pain, resilience, and refusal to conform.
Self-Inflicted Details
| Song | Self-Inflicted |
|---|---|
| Artists | $UICIDEBOY$ |
| Written By | Scott Arceneaux Jr. & Aristos Petrou |
| Produced By | Budd Dwyer |
| Label | $uicideboy$ |
| Language | English |
| Released Date | May 9, 2025 |
Self-Inflicted Lyrics
[Intro: Ruby Da Cherry]
(This was made exclusively for FTP)
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
You don’t fuckin’ know me, bitch
(Pull the trigger, Budd Dwyer)
I’m tired of all these dudes
(Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Hmm, fuck your homies
(Ayy, haha)
Shut the fuck up and listen
(Ayy)
[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
Five to the nine to the grey, such a clan of mistakes
I tried taking my life as a plan to escape
Never planned to get paid
All this cash in the bank got me laughin’ maniacally
Gas in the tank, no more askin’, “Please hire me”
Beggin’, “Don’t fire me, sir, I’m so sorry I’m late”
Now I am late when I wanna be, so I’m gonna be late
What the fuck’s my name? I forgot it
What day is today? Drugs prey on my brain
Can’t stop it, keep on poppin’
“Oddy changed after the fame”
Hahaha, bitch, I’m still the same piece of shit that you ignored in college
Yah, yah, yah
[Interlude: Scrim]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I swear to God, I hate every single one of you motherfuckers
(Second world, ahh)
Ayy, ayy
[Verse 2: Scrim]
Double cup, drownin’ my hurt (Ah)
FTP all on my shirt (Ah)
Told Zac’, “I need me a Perc'” (Ah)
Starship, I’m whippin’ like Kirk (Ah)
Might be off Addy and Xan (Ah)
G*59 be the clan (Ah)
Chew all my pills like my dad (Ah)
Grab my dick, “He-He,” I’m bad (Ah)
Fuck a stigma, I’m a drug addict
Mind missin’ like Trump ballots
Empty the jacket out the ratchet
More guns than Barack’s pallets
Mind missin’ like “Hey, found it”
I’m too foul like “Hey, count it”
Shoutin’ “Grey” like I’m autistic
So high, broke the laws of physics
Self-Inflicted Lyrics Meaning
[Intro: Ruby Da Cherry]
Ruby Da Cherry opens with a chaotic, confrontational intro that sets the tone for the rest of the track. His repetition of his name and aggressive dismissals highlight a deep frustration with both outsiders and perhaps the music scene itself. The reference to FTP (short for “F*** the Population”) signals allegiance to anti-establishment ideals. There’s a deliberate rejection of societal expectations and a command to “listen,” implying he has something urgent and painful to express. The line about Budd Dwyer—an infamous figure associated with a televised suicide—foreshadows the song’s dark thematic direction.
[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
In this verse, Ruby unpacks a grim backstory of suicidal thoughts and a sense of purposelessness before success. His admission of previously wanting to die reflects a life once devoid of hope or direction. The sudden shift to wealth and autonomy is presented with sarcastic laughter, indicating a disconnect between material gain and emotional satisfaction. He contrasts his current freedom with his past experiences of subservience, like begging not to be fired. Memory loss due to drug use and disorientation from fame highlight how external success hasn’t healed internal wounds. His final line mocks those who assume he’s changed due to fame, asserting he’s still the same damaged individual people ignored before.
[Interlude: Scrim]
Scrim’s brief interlude is charged with rage and disillusionment. He expresses open hatred for others, suggesting a deep-seated misanthropy or disappointment with those around him. His repetition of “yeah” adds intensity and rhythm, leading into his own verse with a buildup of emotional tension. The phrase “Second world” might allude to a psychological or emotional state that’s removed from both mainstream society and any idyllic or “first world” mental condition.
[Verse 2: Scrim]
Scrim dives into his substance use and the destructive behaviors that define his coping mechanisms. He casually references drug cocktails, alluding to his struggles with dependency. Shouting out FTP and referencing Star Trek’s Captain Kirk adds a surreal touch to his persona—he’s navigating a different kind of space, metaphorically speaking. Scrim draws parallels between his father’s habits and his own, suggesting inherited trauma. He expresses a disregard for societal judgment, declaring himself proudly stigmatized. The clever wordplay around political and social imagery—such as “Trump ballots” and “Barack’s pallets”—adds layers to his commentary on chaos and corruption. Ending with a line about breaking the laws of physics, Scrim positions himself as someone operating outside normal constraints, mentally and physically unraveling under the weight of his vices.
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The "Self-Inflicted" song by $UICIDEBOY$ lyrics was written by Scott Arceneaux Jr. & Aristos Petrou.
The "Self-Inflicted" song by $UICIDEBOY$ was produced by Budd Dwyer.
$UICIDEBOY$ released "Self-Inflicted" song on May 9, 2025.
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