I Had A Heart Lyrics – Sia

[Verse 1]
In the first verse, Sia confronts someone she perceives as deceptive and manipulative. She sarcastically labels this person the "fakest bitch in all the world" and addresses how their actions, like trying to steal her man, have revealed their true character. The mention of fingernails that make her "curl" symbolizes her discomfort with the artificiality she perceives. Sia also touches on the other person’s troubled background, suggesting that their lack of love from their parents has contributed to their current behavior. This verse sets the tone for a strained and inauthentic friendship, where Sia realizes that the bond between them is superficial and filled with hidden resentment.

[Pre-Chorus]
In the pre-chorus, Sia highlights the duality in the friend's behavior. While the friend acts supportive in public, even holding hands when alone, these actions are not genuine. Sia sees through this pretense, understanding that the friend’s gestures are merely for show, further emphasizing the shallow nature of their relationship.

[Chorus]
The chorus delves into the song's central theme, emphasizing that people fundamentally do not change. Sia reflects on the friend's consistent insincerity, noting how they have always been pretending to care. The "driest tears" symbolize the friend's lack of genuine emotion, as they continue to fake their feelings. Sia's realization that this has been happening "for years" underscores her deep disillusionment with the relationship, leading her to accept that the friend has never been honest.

[Post-Chorus]
The post-chorus serves as a brief reflection where Sia further distances herself from the friend's fake behavior. The repeated "uh-huh" conveys a sense of resignation, as Sia accepts the reality of the situation and moves on from the toxic friendship.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, Sia describes her decision to end the friendship. She no longer picks up the phone, symbolizing her choice to cut ties. Sia compares herself to an "undisturbed river," indicating that she finds peace in solitude rather than being involved in a toxic relationship. She recalls advice from her grandmother about not sacrificing herself to escape the cold, implying that she should not destroy her well-being to maintain an unhealthy friendship. Sia also realizes that the friend lacks depth and sincerity, reinforcing her decision to distance herself.

[Pre-Chorus]
The pre-chorus is repeated, reinforcing the theme of the friend's superficial behavior. Sia continues to see through the charade, recognizing that the outward displays of friendship are just for appearances and lack true meaning.

[Chorus]
The chorus repeats to emphasize the song's main message. Sia reaffirms her belief that people do not change and that the friend has always been the same, pretending to care while being insincere. The repetition underscores Sia's resolve to distance herself from the fake relationship.

[Post-Chorus]
The post-chorus serves as a brief reflection where Sia further distances herself from the friend's fake behavior. The repeated "uh-huh" conveys a sense of resignation, as Sia accepts the reality of the situation and moves on from the toxic friendship.

[Bridge]
In the bridge, Sia recalls a specific instance of betrayal where the friend was with her boyfriend behind her back. The friend tries to justify the situation by claiming they were bonding over shared struggles, but Sia sees through the excuse. She understands that the friend enjoys provoking a reaction from her, so Sia decides not to give them the satisfaction, choosing instead to remain composed.

[Chorus]
The final chorus reinforces the song's theme, as Sia rejects the fake tears and insincere behavior one last time. She acknowledges that the friend has always been deceitful and decides to move on, leaving behind the toxic relationship. The repetition of "fakest bitch" solidifies her decision to end the friendship and prioritize her own well-being.