Di Mapakali Lyrics (English Translation) – Pattia

[Verse 1: Pattia]
In this section, Pattia expresses a sense of self-awareness, acknowledging that while they often give advice to others, they find themselves unable to handle their own emotions when it comes to matters of the heart. The contrast between being rational in other aspects of life but feeling foolish in love highlights the vulnerability and confusion that come with relationships.

[Pre-Chorus: Pattia]
Here, Pattia describes how they feel deafened by the surrounding world, with only the voice of the person they are emotionally involved with resonating in their mind. The "colored" words refer to the emotional weight of everything the other person says, suggesting that their words are full of meaning and power, making it difficult for Pattia to ignore or detach from them.

[Chorus: Pattia]
The chorus repeats the feeling of being unable to find peace or escape from the emotional turmoil. Pattia describes being unable to break free from a relationship that offers no rewards and only leads to emotional suffering. The line about enjoying the pain of this person hints at a deeper, perhaps subconscious attachment to the suffering, making it difficult for Pattia to move on.

[Verse 2: Pattia]
In this verse, Pattia shifts slightly, suggesting that while they are not blaming the other person entirely, they question why the other person continued to engage in the relationship if there was no real chance of things improving. This verse reflects a sense of disappointment and confusion over false hope.

[Pre-Chorus: Pattia]
The pre-chorus is repeated, reinforcing the emotional confusion and internal conflict. Pattia remains fixated on the words and actions of the other person, unable to fully detach emotionally, even as they are aware that this person’s behavior is not good for them.

[Chorus: Pattia]
The chorus reappears, reinforcing the feelings of emotional disarray. Pattia is caught in a cycle of self-doubt and emotional manipulation, unable to break free despite the lack of real fulfillment from the relationship. This reinforces the idea that they might be clinging to the pain because it feels familiar or because of an unhealthy attachment.

[Bridge: Pattia]
The bridge offers a moment of introspection as Pattia reveals how deeply affected they are by the other person. Despite trying to move on, they continuously return, highlighting their emotional weakness and willingness to suffer for the sake of love. This section suggests a pattern of emotional submission and a lack of self-protection.

[Chorus: Pattia]
Once again, the chorus emphasizes the ongoing emotional conflict, where Pattia is unable to move forward or gain anything positive from the situation. The cycle continues as they are emotionally toyed with by the other person, and despite recognizing the harm, they still return for more.

[Outro: Pattia]
The outro repeats the chorus’s sentiment, suggesting that Pattia remains stuck in this emotional loop, unable to break free from the unhealthy dynamic. The repeated mention of not being "nadadala" (not being moved or influenced) could indicate that while Pattia acknowledges the situation, they feel incapable of truly breaking the cycle of emotional pain.

• Di Mapakali Lyrics – Pattia (Original)