BITTERSUITE Lyrics – Billie Eilish

[Part I]

[Intro]
In the introduction, Billie Eilish immediately sets the tone by stating her inability to fall in love, indicating a struggle with her emotions and setting the stage for the inner conflict explored in the song.

[Verse]
In the verse, Billie reflects on her experiences overseas and her recurring dreams. The imagery of being on her knees and watching from above suggests a sense of helplessness and detachment, as if she is observing her own actions from an outside perspective. Her longing to be the one desired by the other person is evident, but it is overshadowed by her awareness of the complications involved.

[Pre-Chorus]
The pre-chorus reveals Billie's caution and the burden of her emotions. She expresses a hope that her feelings will dissipate, underscoring her struggle to avoid falling in love despite her intense desire.

[Chorus]
In the chorus, Billie reiterates her inability to fall in love, emphasizing the internal battle between her deep longing and the conscious decision to resist her feelings. This juxtaposition highlights the bittersweet nature of her emotions.

[Part II]

[Intro]
The intro of Part II features a series of vocalizations, adding an ethereal and introspective layer to the song, preparing the listener for the deeper exploration of her feelings.

[Chorus]
In this chorus, Billie describes how the mere gaze of the person she desires makes her feel alive. The color green symbolizes jealousy and longing. She describes her recurring dreams and how these feelings keep her off balance, unable to find peace or sleep. The suite represents a place of secrecy and intimacy, a brief escape from reality.

[Verse 1]
In the first verse, Billie addresses the paranoia and emotional void felt by both herself and the person she desires. The romanticized notion of dying for love underscores the intensity and irrationality of their emotions. Despite the negative aspects, she seems to accept this outcome as part of her emotional journey.

[Chorus]
The chorus repeats, reinforcing the themes of longing, instability, and secrecy. Her experiences overseas and the vivid dreams add to the sense of an ongoing struggle between her desires and the reality of her situation.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, Billie speaks of love as bittersweet, acknowledging both the joy and pain it brings. Her imagery of being on her knees and staying off her feet suggests a continued sense of vulnerability and submission to her emotions, even as she hopes for the door to open to a new possibility.

[Part III]

[Drop]
The final part features a series of fragmented thoughts and instrumental elements, adding to the song's complexity and depth. The disjointed phrases convey a sense of confusion and introspection, reflecting Billie's inner turmoil and the unresolved nature of her feelings.